Hi, My Magickal name ia Azmaria. I prefer not to say my birth name . If I feel I want to tell you I will.I am 18 and I have been an eclectic wiccan for about 2 years. I sometimes fear what people think about it, so I try to make sure my pentical is under my shirt. I resently moved out of my parents house. I left behind a lot, so I can try to get an education( my ged). I have not been trying hard enough; I think, I wish I could keep on it and get it donem, but my headaches keep me from it. I miss all of the trees and the animals. I was only aloud to bring my rabbit with me and my small pile of junk that litters my room. It seems that everyday, I get even more tired and I really dont do that much. I dont have a paying job. I really dont get along with a lot of people. I like to be by myself a lot. My grandma keeps pushing me, trying to get me to date. I dont feel comfortable around a lot of people, but whats wierd is that I adapt easy. I am not a touchy feely person, after somethings happened: I have hardened my feelings, why cry about something that you cannot fix? I accept and move on. Sometimes, people call me heartless, because I do not cry when someone dies. Why should I cry when they are not gone forever? They are always there.Death is a part of life. Does this make me Wierd? Am I heartless? I think a lot about this. In fact I think a lot about who I am and where I am going.
I dislike being put down,ignored,accused of wrong doings when innocent,stepping in poo , liers ,being interuppeded ,killers,rapist,liver,wanting the ice cream in the kitchen, sunburn,know it alls, energy bars, still wanting ice cream....
It's been real nice here for the most part, today is the first day that it actually got real warm out. but other than that I don't mind the heat that much, I am diabetic and i am usually cold so a little warmth is good for me.
Just hanging around, looking for velvet and fabric to make some really nice tarot bags with pink, orange, blue and maybe silver linings. I am very good with a sewing machine and I h ave a very good idea how to make them so they look great!
Right now I am watching Full Metal Alchemist, Chobits and ojamajo Doremi. I love Rosario + Vampire, Vampire Hunter D: Blood Lust, and My favorite is Sailor Moon, the Japanese version of course! I am trying to get seasons 2 & 3 of Hell Girl, and When I get some time I Want to sit down and watch Renkin San-kyuu Magical Pokaan, Tsukuyomi_Moon_Phase, and Zombie Loan. Yeah, I know I have way too much to watch and not enough time too. They are all in Japanese with subtitles so I have to read along...
oh yeah, Hi! nice to meet you!
Azmaria wrote:
I love anime. Whats your favorite one? I love ones with witches and vampires.... I am obsessed ...a little ^_^
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