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I have been in study or years. With teaches and on my own and finnally feel confidant enough to call myself a still learning Witch. I am from a Pagan family and am married to a wonderful man. I have a great Daughter and a cute Cat. I get along great with my Mother.
I moved to Montana from California and I miss the big city. As far as I know I am the only Pagan who is out of the closet here in this town.Soon I will be moving to Canada to live where my Husband was born.

I am a Gemini!!! But it won't let me change it.

Over the years I have grown some, but for many years I favored dark dreary colours. Now I feel safest around Greens, purples, reds and tans. Or any colour you would find in the Autum months. I have red hair so I like Autum colours on my self. In my enviroment I love greens, purples and tans I guess you would call then Zen colours. The colours of peace. I feel so warm and close to mother earth with all these colours. It makes me feel a part of the deeper world. The world that main stream earth does not touch because they are so closed off. So closed minded that they spend their whole lifes searching and it is always there , they merely refuse to exccept that it is right before them. I was closed off once wearing dark cloths I was an internal person. Now I am of this world and I feel the power and the breath of the earth flowing through me in so many ways.

In the beautiful Aquas of the waters, the deep green of the trees, the light baby green of fresh grown grass, the purples pinks and blues of the summer flowers and the rich deep colours of a deep Autum that makes you feel the spirit of the earth move in the wind in your hair. I have come to love all these things. Embrace them to my soul, not like a drowning man, but as a blessed child of the gods.

So I guess you could say yes I have a colour wheel that makes me feel good.

The weather is growing a wee bit warmer. I hope that it gets warmer still. I miss my wonderful sping and my endearing Autum. Summer my favorite time to take long walks in the evening. Lately I have been feeling the God and Goddess more then ever before. I guess my pleas for a feeling has finally come to pass. Awakening the world to me. I could not feel Montana. It was a barren world. Close minded and no earth feeling. Then I reached deeper and there its was! The earth and all her creatures. I have began to grow closer to my animal spirits. Feeling more at ease with my Familar. And dreaming of my Raven and Owl offten as well as my White hart. I am being lead to something though I know not quite what just as yet, but I feel the path to be true.

The Wisdom that was put inside of me from the Gods and all m friends is coming to the for front. My heart is calm. My mind grown less chaotic and my stress level at an all time low. Life makes so much sense now. I just wish I did not have to wait till I was 38 almost 39 for it to happen. I guess Geminis just take longer to learn then most lol.

I am Married to a Cancer man which is a good solid match for me. His soul seems to speak to mine of a calmness that comes with accceptance. I feel that he accepts me for who I am. and I don't feel uncomfortable around him at all. It is truely a wonderful feeling. It is a love that snuck up on me. One that enveloped my heart in a warm blanket of understanding and uncondisional love that softly reminds me he is here, but Not so intense that it scares me that it may end soon in another great saddness. I think I may have found my soul mate. The one who can accept and forgive almost anything. The one I may ask to be hand fasted to for lifetimes. And for once that makes me feel solid and secure. And I was not even looking for him really.

As for runes and Tarot cards. I guess you could say I like to use my minds eye as my mirror. Or maybe the wind in my hair, or the sound of falling rain. I guess I am a natural witch as I do not use many in th wayof Ritual tools.A candle and a soft place to sit is my alter and the elments my circle that need only read myheart to know that I hold them in great respect and reverance asI hold the Godsand all that they have brought to this earth.

When I breath in I feel conected to something and I know my path. As for gaining future knowlage I guess you could say my gut is my Tarot cards,My connection to the web and all of life. For all the answers I have merely to look within becaus the Gods have already put them there. I just have to let go of Ego, selfishness and petty worries that matter not in the end of things.

I wish to learn other ways, but I need a teacher for that. I will not teach others myself. As I do not feel that I have come along far enough in my own enlightenment that I can tell another what is right and wrong. I can only tell you what is right for me and hope in some way that helps.

I would like to use runes someday. I have been studying up on green magick with a fury lately. I want to embrace my inner Green witch. I feel that I am becoming an earth witch as well as a Air and water witch. Fire is a bit harder for me, butI do wish to embrace it to recive a balance. As for Akasha, Spirit I am on my way, and hat makesme happy.

The sky is blue today and I am reminded of the spring to come and for the first time it comes with a new Wisdom that even surprises me.

I have found my way on the path nolonger stumbling with broken ankels and burised toes.And everday I learn and grow.

Every night something screams in my ear to write. I never know what will come of those writing times. I only have a glimmer of what is to come. Then my hands touch the key board and something comes out of me and when I am done, I feel a great peace wash over me.

Maybe that is Deity. Maybe that is my soul. Maybe my last life time. I do not know, but I am greatful for it. Because in the end I learn something from everything that I write. Because the Gods put it in me and I must type it out to learn from it. Maybe that is the answer. I do not know, but I am all the better for it, as it teaches me to be truely thankful for everyday that I breath , learn and grow in my life and in the craft.

Blessed be.
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Sping,Summer and Fall (Winter makes me kinda down)
Celtic music, Crafting gifts for others. Playing Video games,reading, writing, I like so many things I dont know where to begin on half of them, but I will add as I go. And most of all my Hubby Richard :)

I found this and it made so much sense.

To be a Witch

To be a witch is to love and be loved.
Know everything, and nothing at all.
Move amoungst the stars while staying on earth.
Change the world around you, and yourself.
Share and give, while receiving all the while.
Dance and sing,and hold hands with the universe.
Honor thy Gods, and yourself.
Be magick , not just perform it.
Be honorable, or nothing at all.
Accept others who are not.
Know what you feel is right and good.
Harm None.
Know the ways of the old,
see beyond the barriers.
Follow the moon.
Be one with the Gods.
Study and learn.
Be the teacher and the student.
Acknowledge the trut.h
Live with the earth, not just on it
Be truly free

~Author Unknown~

My sister's poems are below this.

Darkest Fears

Death doth come
And life but waits
Come to all a sense of fate
Losing time
Lost within
Death a lover and a friend
Hope gone and light doth wane
Brought on by Demon's bane
Solid in strength in a hopeless fight
From the depths of Hell tonight
Bring the word
And utter no tears
For tonight
I face all my fears
Tami Loraine Moellenberndt
Copyright ©2008 Tami Loraine Moellenberndt


Deep Midnight

She walks in the night
The blood calling
The time was cast before man
When the hour would be at hand
Deep Midnight
Calling up the carnel needs
The lust, the wants, the taunts
Find your prey within the hour of
Deep Midnight
Watch the Angel
But don't get close
Her hour is at hand
That's no boast
She feels his body
Call out in pain
She is his master
The bargin made
Licking her lips till tomarrow
and Deep Midnight

Tami Loraine Moellenberndt
Copyright ©2008 Tami Loraine Moellenberndt

Imzadi sings

Love is like a melody
Played sweetly over time
And in the arms of uncertainty
I am glad you have been mine
Though out all the countless tears
Our love has found a way
To make each and every smile
Worth each and every day
I know that times have not been smooth
And at times you feel a bit removed
But your love shines through for you
It guides my way
Brings me hope when all seems grey
And paints a brightness in all my todays
Your my love
My angel
And my heart beats to your tune of every lasting love
Tami Loraine Moellenberndt
Copyright ©2008 Tami Loraine Moellenberndt


Vampyre

I am death
Born from thee
Your pain my pleasure
your blood my key
Long I live
As thee die
For I am forever
And you but a lie
So come to me
And let me drink
I promise you nothing
But sweet suffering
Watching as you slowly fade
Seeing you become
But a shade
I fall to the ground
Loving your fate
For I am the Vampyre
And you the prey
Tami Loraine Moellenberndt
Copyright ©2008 Tami Loraine Moellenberndt


Without Words

"How do I love thee"
You ask me one summer's day
I want to shout the words
To the world
But my heart gets in the way
I think of you always
With fond, sweet memories
But I look at you
And my tongue gets tied
With the words I wish to say
I wish to tell you that I love you
That you're my everything
And in my saddest moment
It's you that brings me sun rays
I almost get the words out
But you smile that smile at me
And I just hold you
And whisper, "I know not what to say."
Tami L. Moellenberndt
Copyright ©2008 Tami L. Moellenberndt


You are

You are my tree My rock
my pillar You hold me up
sealter me when it rains
You are my light my sun
my moon and my stars
You keep watch
over me
You are my hope
my smile and my love
Through out time
you hold me
I am within
your loving embrace
And I feel sacred
Cherished
Honored
and Adored

Tami Loraine Moellenberndt
Copyright ©2008 Tami Loraine Moellenberndt


Dark night of the soul

To the seven gates of hell
Comes the lies that one must tell
Fear Encompassed
Shrouding hate
Brought on by her fate
Fallen Angels
That have love of sin
Brought to heaven
Till hell begins
To the Vampyre
Who knows her way
Life is merely death and decay
Till the time has come to pass
That blood from blood
Shall end her tasks.
Tami Loraine Moellenberndt
Copyright ©2008 Tami Loraine Moellenberndt


Everything

I went to write you words
But had nothing I could say
That would tell you
How much you mean to me
Each and everyday
I went for a walk
To free my mind of the webs
That kept entering my head
But I saw a flower
Then I saw a tree
And I was reminded
That your in everything
Your the Moon that rises
And the Ravens that fly
I see you in a sun set
In the Western sky
So I went home
And I wrote one line you see
That would tell you what I felt
MY Love your my everything.
Tami Loraine Moellenberndt
Copyright ©2008 Tami Loraine Moellenberndt

Hunting the night

The dreams they stalk me
The night it haunts me
The day is falling
The blood it calls me
To the begining of man
Back when my time began
I hunt the night
I find you my prey
Your silent screams
Bid me stay
You beg me no
But your life says yes
As I make you mine
And your change begins
You call me Master
For I am Devine
Blood my calling
Fate my design
One last Vampyre
With death on her mind.

Tami Loraine Moellenberndt
Copyright ©2008 Tami Loraine Moellenberndt

Masked

What do you hide
Behind your mask of smoke
Is it that you are shy
Or some secret never spoke
The mask it shealters
keeps them from knowing the pain
So you can bottle it up
for some less rainy day
Does it hide a mark or a scar
Maybe beauty is what you fear to show
Or do you feel
no one else wishes to know
What do you hide
I want you to let me see
So I can reclaim
What beauty I know
Hides with in your lovely shadows...

Tami Loraine Moellenberndt
Copyright ©2008 Tami Loraine Moellenberndt

She wrote this for me.

My Love for Richard

For your Birthday
My love for you is a song
Sung sweetly over time
And the smile my heart has,
has become most devine
You made each care
Slowly melt away
And wihin your arms
I shall always stay
You are my knight
In shinning armor bright
Always at my call
When my heart aches
Or I should stumble and fall
In this world
I am glad that you are mine
To love untill
The very end time.

Tami Loraine Moellenberndt
Copyright ©2008 Tami Loraine Moellenberndt


The Call

To the morning
The bird doth calling
In the wind to greet the day
From far off I hear a calling
Come away...
come away...
Lost in love's sweet revalrie
I give thanks so mote it be
To my goddess dawning
As she calls to me
Come away...
Come away...
Love is but a treasure
Of hope behond known measure
Thou offten bitter sweet
I long for my love's embrace
As his voice goes calling
From far away to me
Come away love...
Come away...
Tami Lorain Moellenberndt
Copyright ©2008 Tami Lorain Moellenberndt



When it's done

When all is done,
When the day comes to dusk.
What will be your cost?
Will you have paid it gladly,
Would it have been worth the price?
Would you have done the same thing over,
With a second chance at life?
Will your heart shine through?
And when this life is over,
Are you glad to be just you?

Tami Loraine Moellenberndt
Copyright ©2008 Tami Loraine Moellenberndt

My sister's a great Poet in my eyes. Though some darkness is in her works. I also see the magick and love she puts in all she does.

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Crule people,Mind games,People without an open mind.deep snow, being bored.

Crocheting beading writing reading. I love to learn new things, be it The Craft or crafting projects. I love to wok with my hands. Keeping busy is how I deal with bordom and gosip.

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Celtic music, New age, Meditational. Anything that stirs my heart and lifts my soul.

I am a big movie goer. I love to watch them be it in the movie house or in my home. Entertainment is a big part of my life, but not as big as my Craft.

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