I haven't been here long and I do feel like I belong here. Just getting responses shows there are people who accept me for me. I seem to be in a moment of stasis in both my life and my career. I am three years away from retirement (if I choose), I don't know how I feel about my marriage (so that part of my life is up in the air as well), as a matter of fact the only thing I really do know about is how happy I am that I can call myself a father. The feeling is almost more than I can take at times just watching my two youngest and listening to them argue is pleasure enough for me. Doesn't that sound terrible?