I dont know what it is exactly, but ive been feeling kinda depressed lately. The other day i was just sitting watching a dvd in my apartment and i felt like crying. I dont know where it came from or why i wanted to. And if u know me personally i dont just cry about anything. i cry when someone i care about dies or gets hurt really bad or is sick, and thats about it. so y did i feel like crying randomly? I wasnt even watching a sad movie. my sis thinks it might just be depression. bc its hereditary in our family at least on my mother's side. my mom and aunt both suffer from it. and my sister has recently been diagnosed with it. she said that b4 she went to the doc she was sad all the time and cried about absolutley nothing for no reason. im not looking for pity or sympathy i just needed to vent and the best way i kno how is to write about it.