It took a lot of magickal work on my part, but I have finally let go of the pain of my childrens' deaths. My husband and I both believe that our children are waiting for the right time to reincarnate back to us again, which is good news for both of us.
As far as how Alucard is doing, he just ran around his cage at high speed, just like he used to do, which means that the spirit whom my husband invoked to heal him did its job. Alucard had an injury caused by a girl who pretended to be my husband's and my friend, then tried to kill both of us and our pet.
Things have been set in motion for me to get my dog Alara home with me again hopefully sometime soon, which is very good news. I really miss my dog and look forward to having her back again.
Both my husband and myself are doing great right now.
Back at the old Covenspace site, I made my blog into a public "Book of Shadows", even sharing some spells which I had learned from my spirit guide. On this one, I plan to do the same thing, but along with that, I plan to give all of you updates on how I am doing as well.
Until next time, 
Goddess Bless and Blessed Be
