I'd like to thank everyone who left comments on my last post, which was so depressing. I know, somewhere in me, that when I'm thinking like that it's not me thinking, and I'm not really alone. So, thank you, everyone. You all rock!
So, I'm home now. I want to be back with Adam so bad I can't even stand it. And he feels the same way. He called me, and then we got off the phone. I was still up about an hour later, and he texted me, wanting to talk. He was reading something, and finished, and then turned to look for me to tell me he was done, but I wasn't there. So now we're talking again. It was so nice to be with him. I didn't have to worry about bothering or interrupting him, because I knew when he was busy. He was right there. I've cried so much since I've come home. I was so cold when I was in bed, and I didn't have anyone to roll over to and warm up. He said the same thing 
. So, I'm missed. That's nice, but I'd rather he was here or I was there. I'm still kind of depressed, but I guess that's to be expected. I've been nauseous all day, and I even got sick on the airplane after we landed. But now I'm home. Yay? My cat's a little psycho, everyone else goes to bed early, and I'm just flat out not feeling right. I've been consumed with nerves all day. I was afraid of being on the plane, and now I'm afraid of being in my house. I used to get really nervous when I was alone in Adam's house, and now I'm nervous in my own house! Heck of a note. But, I've got ritual tomorrow, and game on Saturday, and then I move back into school on Sunday. I've got next Monday and Tuesday off, so I might be able to just relax those two days. That would be nice. Right now, I need to focus on keeping myself happy and not depressed, because I don't have anyone to help shake it off anymore. Adam was looking forward to having his bed to himself, and now he misses me. God, I want to see him again. I don't know how I can last until I see him again. I know, I know, we have webcams and talk over that as much as we can, and we have phones. But we're both probably going to be super busy this upcoming semester, which will suck. Adam tells me that he will be able to make time to talk with me. I hope that's true.
