For any one who reads this I would be grateful for any prayers and candles lit for my family.
Most people have no Idea the stress I have been going threw because I tend to keep it to my self. I am not much of a blogger. But I am desperate for any help I can get. For the last few years my family and I have been stuck in a type of Purgatory. We moved in my dad originally to help him out because of his medical problems. He almost died at one point. Well last night if My Husband would have been working his normal 2nd shift instead of 1st shift I am sure my dad and I would have gotten into a fist fight. My dad has always been an over bearing Jerk. I want to say stronger words but that would involve swearing and I dont think thats allowed on the forums. I dont know. Any how ever sense we've moved in My dad has tried to control every aspect of our lives. Dictating rules and treating me as though I was as old as one of my kids. We have put up with it for as long as we could to keep the peace and to respect the fact that we were in his home. Threw out his being ill for many reasons he has lost his job and lost his home. We all have to be out of here by October 31,09. And we have been planning on moving this summer when my children are on summer break. Well we cant wait any longer. And up till recently my dad was going to have to move in with us. Thats not going to happen any more whether he realises it or not. My father thinks he's a saint. That he let us move in to help us. Not the other way around. He even threw that in my face last night. He has verbally abused me all my life. Telling me I am lazy, to fat, and in many ways a dead beat parent. Going out of his way all my life to tell me how much of a failler I am. Up until Last night my Husband had no Idea how bad my father really was. My dad always did his best to hide what he was really like around my husband. Some times I think my dad fears Jeret a little because of my Husbands size. My Husband is 5foot 11inces tall and weighs about 240lb's and only about 15% of that is fat. My Husband looks like a foot ball player. My Husband almost stayed home from work today fearing leaving me alone with my father. We hope to go to H & R block today and file my Husbands taxes early and get our refund asap so we can move. There is a place in our local paper that's been there every week for about 3 months. We're thinking about taking that place. Right now we need all the help we can get to move out of here and into a new place with in the week for our own sanity. There is respecting and taking care of your elders when its needed and then there is this! You have to know when to put your own family and your own sanity first! I will not have my children learning that its ok to be like my father! So again any prayers and candles lit would be Great!!! We need all the help we can get!
Blessings to you and your family
