Well, today was my first day back at school. My one class was fine, and I saw all my friends again. But I still don't know about my ASL class or my internship, both of which are super important.
I also felt horrible pretty much all of today. I was depressed again, and it was like a physical pain everywhere in my body. I just tried to distract myself, but I was crying on and off for a few hours. Could've been worse, I guess, but I hate being like this. Hating myself and everything I am and do. It's pretty unbearable, and I don't know how to make it better, except try and read through it or something. Adam was asleep, so I couldn't call him, and I don't really have any other friends I can call and be tearful at. I'm not that close with anyone else. I hope that this all evens out once I'm used to being at school. I can't really think of what else could be causing this right now. I just want it to go away, and I want to be happy instead.
Tags: Everyday
