I have to see my new doctor today and I don't wanna go! All anxious and yukky - don't wanna sit in waiting room with loads of people around me, don't wanna have to explain my "mental state" to a stranger - OK a stranger who's also a GP and knows about depression, but nevertheless! I get all weird when I've got lots of people around me. I need to be on my own, or in a big space. I feel all closed in and panicky otherwise. So I wanna stay home where I feel safe. Ewww!
Mark's cat Snowy has to go to the vet at the same time as my appointment. She has bad teeth and needs an extraction, but it's a risk because she also has a heart murmur. I feel bad about that, worried. But then I'm generally stressed today so I would be worried. Hope she'll be OK.
Still looking for a lodger for Mark's spare room, but we've had a few e-mails the last few days so hopefully will find someone soon.
Can I go and hide now please??? I don't wanna play any more, lol.
